January 2010
15 posts
“love covers a multitude of faults.”
"it's a lot more complicated than i thought"
isn’t it always?
people are messy. we don’t know what we want, we change our minds about things every month, every day, every hour.
and what do we do when we’re victims of change? actually, we’re all victims of change. everyday second of our lives, and we don’t even notice most of them.
people are left behind, hearts are broken, and we find ourselves tangled in the...
"at least you know what you want."
this is true. no lookin back now, right?
i'm working on it
ktoes: even when you're driving (cuz a lot of the time we hang out, you're driving) i look over at you and it looks like your mind is going a million miles in every direction
i miss [some nonexistent thing]
and i’m trying, more than ever to stare reality in the eye. to be strong, but the truth is that i miss you. Or at least, i miss the person that i’ve fashioned with the pastels in my mind-a mix of reality and fantasy. in reality: i hate the way you leave with no explanation, the way you flow so easily from place to place, situation to situation, person to person; i hate how you never...
falling behind →
I’ve always had a fear of falling behind; I’ve always liked to think that we all move together with those that we want to the most. The first lesson of 2010 was swift and clear: this surely is not…
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we sat underneath the gangly branches and counted the crystals in the indigo sky the kind of shade that would fade with wash, right? you nodded. yes, or so i assumed. I sat there gazing at your…
credible commitments.
It’s strange how things line up sometimes: it’s almost always a coincidence, or at least I would like to think so. I sat in class this morning and listened to a guest speaker talk about an article that he wrote. Needless to say, little man…big ego. I sat there, half-interested in what he had to say about how judiciary powers were drawn out during the drafting of the Constitution,...
say you’re sorry, that face of an angel
comes out just when you need it to
as i paced back and forth all this time
because i honestly believed in you.
Tonight’s 11:18 PM brought the most satisfying text message i’ve received since texting has been conceived.
i only have three words:
told ya so.
and in this particular case, i don’t hate to say it. so, just for you… i’ll say it loud and i’ll say it proud one more time:
i told you so.